i have 5 siblings...and jesse, if u r reading this, STOP NOW!.....1 of them, the one just b4 me is really talented at everything....watever she wants to ddo, she can do it. So i live in her shadows but i dont want to. Mi mom tells me to do things she doesn't...but the things i'm intrested in, she already does. So i kinda feel like i lost out on all the talent..cuz mi older brother is a majorly awesome guitar player...a friend @ school brought his guitar on the last day... and mi brother came to visit. So he played te guitar for everyone...cuz we were all outside...after he finished, the guy who owned the guitar said that his guitar was blessed...but ya..i just feel like im really worthless bcuz they can do everything better than me. at MBC, i was in a talent show and for once ppl looked at me and listened to me..so that nite was somewat about me...but then mi sister got up on the stage at the last minute and had to top mi performance...and that didnt help me at all, so i just left the room...and nearly cried cuz it hurt. I was able to do something, and ppl listened to me and liked it, but wen she went up, everything changed...so ya... i just needed to talk to someone....THANX to whoever reads this disscussion and replys!

I know the pain, and the frustraition too.
I'm not sure what i can say that can be of any consolation, but i will say what comes to mind. And i say it in love.

Do things for God, your audience is not man, you don't need the appoval of people- as much as it is nice. Find the comfort, attention and love you need in spending time with God, do what you do for God, knowing that He loves you and what you do.

It may not make it much easier when you feel like your nothing to them and you may as well be gone, and perhaps they wouldn't even notice (I find this in both family and friends)... but people will be as they want to, whether it's right or not. And if you can set your sights on Jesus, and remember His love for you, atleast someone cares. God can provide everything you NEED.

I'm sorry if that's not too helpful, or not what you were looking for, But i will pray for you both.
God bless you. No matter how insignificant you feel, God's got something specially for you that cannot be done as well by someone else.

thanx all of you...im literally crying...u guys are so helpful..thanx again