First of all, sorry I haven't been on in so long. Anyways...

RELAPSE

She was so confused
So rejected and dejected
And she wonders if she lives
Through death she barely lives

Yeah, she thinks about her life
And she thinks about her strife
And she thinks about the life
That her best friend said
Would heal her

She took the life and made it hers
She gave it up and made it out
God's her life and now she's trying
To get out of that depth again

Relapse
Won't you call me back tonight?
Relapse
Oh I failed, I tried, I tried
Relapse
Won't you bring me back tonight?
I'm dying again inside

She had it going, had it right
She repented, made it light
She lived the life and tried so hard
But now she's back in her own ways

She thinks about how it once was
How she and God- they were best buds
She wants it back, that awesome
Feeling that she was
Alive

Relapse
Won't you call me back tonight?
Relapse
Oh I failed, I tried, I tried
Relapse
Won't you bring me back tonight
I'm dying again inside

I'm finding myself
Alone
Again
Why am I being myself?
If I'm so filled with sin
Oh God I need you back
I need you to call me
Please bring me
And I scream!

Relapse
Won't you call me back tonight?
Relapse
Oh I failed, I tried, I tried
Relapse
Won't you bring me back tonight
I'm dying again inside

SOON

Who does she see when she looks in the mirror?
She hardly dares to look at her face
She's so scared of herself
She doesn't even know who she is
But she knows she'll find out soon
If she just does her best to live, alive
She spends so much time trying to think
To break past the barriers she's built
The barriers she's built
She screams and wails but no one hears
So now she's bleeding out her tears
Those tears pool on the floor dripping from her soul
She can't see past her confusion
But she knows she'll find out soon
If she just does her best to live, alive
She spends so much time trying to think
To break past the barriers she's built
The barriers she's built
She's so barely alive
She, she wants to live
She's so barely alive
She, she wants to live
She wants to live

bumpy?

they are pretty good.

I made some changes to the first one...it's set to music now and I'm really excited. I've now finally written two songs that I like!!

So how've you ppls been lately :) ?

Haha good :P

Nothing to terribly exciting happened while I was gone?

no, nutin really happened, as far as i no, anyway! LOL